Friday, 25 April 2014

Crushed,I wonder no more!

I am crushed and I don't  have the ability to entertain you any more
I am being cautious not to hurt you with my words so don't mind the distance
It is for your safe keeping
I don't  have it in me to believe in 'happy ever afters' anymore
Reality is too cruel for me to risk my heart like that ever again
The dish is too cold I have become numb.

I am grieving the loss of a loved one
Letting go isn't easy
I love you and I don't know how to get past this great grief etched deep in within me.
It's a deep deep ache I simply cannot explain.
Greet my silence coz that's all I can muster to express
You may not understand it 
Neither do I

My heart is heavy with grief
Sometimes it burns with anger 
Regret and shame come with disappointment 
Is this the end?

I am worn out 
I wonder no more

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