The hurdles are breaking me to pieces
I don't have the strength to look at him
Where is the road for me to follow?
Or the hope to look at the road ahead
How do I go on?
Look, hasn't this cycle happened in my life over and over again?
When shall it be broken?
Who am I that I cannot find rest from the tales/ ghost of my past?
Am I not worthy to be loved the way you have taught me in your word?
How do I go on?
I am angry
I am hurt
I requested something from you Lord
With pain, begging, weeping
I knew my choices had many times led me to shame
And I wanted love that never came
Many vows that were broken
Let's not talk about lies that gave me false hope.
I am again witnessing them happen again
How can I go on?
Of what value am I?
The one thing I want to keep a tight rope on
The one thing I never want experience nor my children plagues my life
How long LORD?
How can I go on?
What do I do
I do not trust him
I am angry
Where is the Truth?
Where is the Action?
I do not have the strength to bare this scars
So how can I go on?
As I begin to regret my choice
Knowing full well that I am not perfect
I wish things were different
I wish I could forgive you
God, if this must go on
You must change lot of things
I desire perfect, but in essence I really want more of you
God I will take a miracle too
I will take you intervening
Help me go on...
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