No Fight Left

oh LORD,Jesus Christ am giving up,
i try to tighten my grip to move forward
i don't have the strength any more
i am not interested in this
i just want to go, disappear
where to i don't know
and there is no fight left within me.

i don't have purpose no more
every where i turn
here i am unable
there i am dissatisfied
look keenly is this what you desired for me
this is not what i desired for myself
oh God i cant live like this anymore
my heart is heavy with pain, grief
and there is no fight left within me.

Jesus, i know you understand my woes
and know them
i don't want to be like this
where is thy hope?
will you rescue me?
please hear me
theres no fight left

God if you don't rescue me who will?
Jesus do something
anything, i need you
do not let me die a little more inside tomorrow.

you have given me air to breathe
yet i live without purpose
just a another day of misery
no breakthrough, no redemption
yet this are the very things i want you to bring forth
joy, breakthrough,redemption, saturation of the Holy Spirit,
purpose, strength the list is endless

God would you meet my spiritual needs?
my tank is empty
the gauge is reading empty minus minus negative zero
i  am running the race or am i crawling on the ground for victory?
look at my poor state with compassion
send forth thy word.